Reflection Of Senses Towards Life ...

Ever questioning few of our senses ?
What's their purposes ?
Or what should we do properly with them towards life ?

We are given 2 eyes in front of our face ...
It means we have to look everything always ahead ...
It's not given for us to look back and wallow in misery ...

We are given 2 ears right and left ...
It means we have to listen everything always from both side either compliment or critics ...
And to justify which one is true and which one is not ...
To always take a look at life with different perspective ...
Because what we hear it's not always true ...

We are given 2 eyes and 2 ears ...
But why only one mouth ?
It means we should see and listen twice much more instead of talking ...
Be careful with what the mouth can do ...
Hurtful words can not be withdrawn ...
Use your mouth wisely ...

Remember ...
Talk necessarily ...
Seen and hear excessively ...

We are given 2 hands ...
It means we could do many of great things with it ...
Anything we want ...
We could feel something by touching it ...
We could hug someone by simply put our arms around them ...
It could be a helping hand or a vicious one ...

We are given only one brain ...
No matter how penniless we are, we still wealthy ...
Cause no one could steal our brain, our minds and our ideas ...
What you think ... You'll become ...
What's in our thought are much more precious then any of finery in the world ...

The last one ...
We are given only 1 heart placed deep down inside our ribs ...
It is to remind us that appreciation and affection must've come from the deepest ...
It could feel any of emotions you never thought you could feel ...
You could even feel hurt without injured ...
Learn to love and enjoying how much we are loved ...
But never expect anyone to love us like we love them ...

Give love without expect anything in return ...
Then we will understand the sense of love sincerely ...

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A Thing Called "Life"

In between goals ...
There's a thing called "Life" ...
It's always depends on you how to run it ...
Run it for good ... Or ruin it that bad ...
People will always care and try to shift you back to the right track ...
But at the end of the day ...
It still your choice that matters ...
Choose what you love ... Then love your choice ...
No matter what it is ...

Life is all always about balance ...
Too much and too little can kill ...
The best possible way to balance life ...
Is setting your boundaries and learning to say enough ...
Sometimes you just have to draw the line ...
It's not like you're giving up or not even try ...

At some point ...
You just have to realize ...
Not everything could be happened in your way ...
If your plan doesn't work ...
Sometimes all you need is breathe .. trust .. and let go ...
See what happens ...

Everything in life ...
Always ... and always ... teaches you a lesson ...
You just have to be willing to learn ...
One thing for sure ...
Never be afraid of going slowly ...
Be afraid of standing only still ...
What's meant to be will eventually meant to be ...
And what's not ...
No matter how hard you try ... Will never be ...

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When All That's Left Is You ...

Today's the last day of 2013 here in Indonesia ...
It's been raining from early morning ...
It's like the nature would like to wash away all the rough moments of our lives ...
And giving us all hopes ... To do better in the next year ...

We're not perfect ...
None of us are ...
We all made mistakes ...
Everything in life teaches us a lesson ...
All we need to do is just willing to learn from it ^^

"A night before new year is the moment where you stop and reflect on the year that has gone by ...
To remember both our triumphs and our missteps ...
Our promises made, and broken ...
The times we opened ourselves up to great adventures or closed ourselves down for fear of getting hurt ...
Because that's what New Year's all about ...
Getting another chance ...
A chance to forgive, to do better, to do more, to give more, to love more ...
And stop worrying about 'what if' and start embracing what would be ...
Let's remember to be nice to each other, kind to each other. And not just tonight but all year long." 

Learned a precious thing at this last day of 2013 ...

In order to do better ...
You have to do more ...

In order to love more ...
You have to give more ...

In order to care more ...
You have to understand more ...

For someone ...
If you're lost ... You can look ...
And you will find me ...
I'm always here ...

Happy New Year 2014 ^^

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A Visit From Heaven ...

Tonight is Christmas Eve ... December 24th 2013 ...
The same like the other christmas eve ...
The spirit ...
The atmosphere ...
The anxiety ...

I always love christmas time ...
It's every christian celebration day from all over the whole world ...
Actually it's not about the tradition that must be keep ...
It's the moment that's worth it ....
Where you spend your time with peoples that means to you the most ...
Family & your loved ones ...
Everywhere you look ...
There's love ....

Where everyone call it joyful season  ...
For me ...
It always cope me "Hypophrenia" ...
It's a feeling of sadness seemingly without a cause ...
When everyone share it with their families ...
I'm just always sitting around the corner look at it with a bit envy ...
Always been like that ... From years to years ...
Nothing different with this year ...

Then suddenly out of no where ...
I see him ...
Walking towards me in a pink shirt ...
Looking at me with affection in his eyes ...
And hug me tight just like that ...
Very tight ...
I hug him back even tighter ...
No words spoken ... Just longing feeling poured ...
I feel warm ...
Someone loves me that much ...
I'm not alone ...

After a while ...
He just looking at me with smile in his face and dripping tears on his cheek ...
Letting go and walk away from me ...
"Please Don't Go" I Whispered ...
Trying my best to reach him with my hands ...
But then I woke up with tears ...
Still without him around ...
My hands only grasp the air ...
It breaks down my every wall ...
I'm tottering ...
I'm tremble ...
After 12 years ... He's visiting me again ...
On christmas eve ...
Just to let me know that I'm always loved ...

Merry Christmas Dad ...
Thank you for visiting me on this christmas eve ...
Miss you so much here on earth ...
But just for tonight ...
Let me please looking for the crowd ...
I just can't afford to be alone ...
Not tonight ...
Especially not after your visit ...
But I love you ...
I always will ...

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When You Love What You Have ... You Have Everything You Need ...

Coming back home at 10PM tonight after had few hangouts with old friends of mine ...
After quite some time not seeing each other ...
Each has different stories of their own ^^
Some people change ... Some people don't ...
That doesn't make us judging each other though ...
Each of us has our own struggling towards life ...

We're just not the same of who we are yesterday ...
Somehow life has change us ...

We strengthen by pain ...
We formed by bitterness ...
We whipped by despair ...
Sometimes we stuck on a situation that we couldn't get out of even how much we want to ...
Sometimes we always end up in a same situation over and over again and doesn't know why ...
Sometimes we already know the consequences of our choices and yet we still choose to hold on ...
There's a name for it called "Reason" ...

Each of us has our own reason ...
To hold on even if it hurts ...
To be standing still even if it tottering ...
To held your head up high even all you wanna do is mourning ...

Looking at other persons life always seems exciting ...
Grass always looks greener on the other side ...
Sometimes they have what you don't have ...
And probably makes you wonder why those blesses not given upon me ...
But if you look closely ...
They have their own difficult issues that's not happening to you ...
And probably makes you grateful that those issues not happening in your life ...
Cause you probably couldn't handle it ...

Lessons of today ...
Count your own blessings instead of others ...
Be grateful for what you already have until now ...
Even if it's just a tiny small blessings, it still your fortunate to have it ...
If you still don't have it, means you just not ready for it ^^
Keep working with what you have, keep those faith and let time will tell ...
As for right now ...
When you love what you have ... You have everything what you need ...

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7 Wishes & 7 Blessings ...

Happy B'day to someone ...

When my arms not be able to reach you ...
When this paralysis weaken me to walking towards you ...
Wanting to hug you tight ...
Looking into your eyes ...
But I can't ...

Here I am sending you ...
Seven wishes ...

I'm wishing you laughter ...
To always kiss your lips

I'm wishing you smile ...
To always safeguard you from all the sadness intrudes

I'm wishing you joy ...
To always encourage you when you are down

I'm wishing you good health ...
So you can always has a brand new sheet to start over from day to day

I'm wishing you a long live ...
Long enough to fulfill all of your dreams

I'm wishing you wisdom ...
To take a look at life always with different perspective

I'm wishing you good fortune ...
So all the best things will always come into your way

And Seven blessings ...

May the road rise to meet you
May the wind always be at your back
May the sun shine warm on your face & the rains fall soft on your fields
May hugs blown away all your sag spirits
May confidence erase all your doubts
May faith always encourage you, hope surrounds you & love tucks you
And May God hold you always in the palm of His hand ^^

November 22nd 1976
It's just an ordinary day, like any other days ...
But what makes it different is your existence ...
Have a blessed birthday ...

PS : Never give up on your dreams & what you've always wanted in life

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Never Thought It Would Be This Hard ...

To all bloggers out there...
It's the 3rd week of November ...
Started to rain ever since from early November 1st ...
I think there's a reason why it's called November Rain ^^

I always love rainy season ...
Even if it's wet, freezing, and damp ...
And it could cause you some cold ...
But I just love it the way it is...
I always am ...
Love the smell of the rain when its pouring ...
Love the sound of the rain when its started to drop ...
Love the view when the rain touching the earth ...
The air could affect you with many different emotions ...
Some people like it ... Some people don't ...
Some people learn to dance with it ... Some people can't ...

Many emotions ...
The one that strikes me hard tonight is missing someone ...
Wondering how can I miss someone this much ...
Probably cause it's rain ...
Probably cause I'm doing nothing right now ...
Probably cause I don't hangout with my friends ...
Or probably it's Saturday Night, the night where it always cause you a blue feeling out of nowhere ...

Wondering is he alright ?
What does he do now ?
Is he happy ?
Is he warm enough right now ?
Is he safely home ?

The feeling ...
Just wanna hug him tight ...
Slide my fingers to his palm ...
Lean my head to his shoulder ...
Seeing his smile when he see me smile ...
Seeing his eyes while he's already stare at me ^^
Or even just sitting beside him and absolutely doing nothing ...

Never thought it would be this hard ...
Right now ... This moment ...
Absolutely can't doing anything but miss him (even I try my best not to) ...
How much I miss him ...
So much ... till it hurts ...

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