And I realize something..."A Relationship Without Trust Is Like A Car Wihout Gas, You Can Stay In It All You Want, But It Won't Goes Anywhere" That's exactly my situation right now... Already found that someone who doesn't care anything about my past and just want to be on my future no matter what...He knows how moody I can get and still see me as I was the perfect one on this world...
But what makes it complicated is "He Never Trust Me" His jealousy always makes me "squashed" T__T I know all his friends but he doesn't wanna even close to any of my friend (>_<) , always checking all my contact lists (phone,facebook,ym or any other social platform) and just like that delete one of my contact lists just with reason "I Don't Like Him", he even get jealous with my very best friend for 12th years until now...we always argue with the same topic which is his "blind jealousy" !! On the fourth years...suddenly I couldn't breath...because when I looked back...I'm realize I'm losing "half of me" pathetically and the worst is I'm letting it because I think I found that "special one" ...
To be honest right now is the hardest decision for me, is it walk away or give it another try (after these 4 years) ??
sometimes in life, we must sacrifice for our love, there's no love if we can't understand what each other want.
ReplyDeleteDear Ling, sometimes u must thinking like him, why "he never trust on u", i think because he loves u so much, he totally scared to lost u.
Dear maybe u must pray to GOD, so He will help u to give him another try or just walk away from him.
GBU
Dear Inoki...
ReplyDeleteWow...thanks for stopping by my blog & giving a nice comment ^^ Still praying...still couldn't find the answer yet (>_<) I know he loves me so...and his fear to lost me is what makes this even harder...The question is am I has that strong feelings for him? He deserves someone who appreciate it more than I do...
One thing for sure I believe..."If you truly love something you should set it free...And if it doesn't come back...then they were never yours to start" Relationship is about two of a kind...not one...And it always takes two to tango...